Crystal & Jason

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A thousand years

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

and....
Timothy Siah of Nuffnang's Marriage Proposal Surprise to Audrey

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......touching......

Leaving on a jet plane

Love

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.

But I'm a tell you what true love is.

Love is not what you see in the movies.

Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene

you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.

Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself

Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.

Love is when you lay down your life for another

Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister

Its even laying down your life for your enemies,

That's unthinkable, but think about that

Love is true

Think.

I'll put you in front of me

So everybody can see

My love, this is my love

I know that I'll be alright

As long as you are my guide

My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast

It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking

It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs

You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres

Love never fails. Love is everlasting

Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time

Love is the only thing that will last when you die

But ask the question why? Do you have love?

I'll put you in front of me

So everybody can see

My love, this is my love

I know that I'll be alright

As long as you are my guide

My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he

who lays down his life for his friends

Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?

You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother

your father, or your best friends

But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?

I'm going to tell you who did that

The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love

The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow

Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins

That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him

That is love

God is true love, and if you don't know this love

Now is the time to know, perfect love

I'll put you in front of me

So everybody can see

My love, this is my love

I know that I'll be alright

As long as you are my guide

My love, this is my love

*you are my love

Just a kiss

Lyin' here with you so close to me

It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe

Caught up in this moment

Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone

So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms

We don't need to rush this

Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch in the fire burning so bright

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time

It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch in the fire burning so bright

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight

I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch in the fire burning so bright

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight

With a kiss goodnight

Kiss goodnight

*We don't need to rush this...Let's just take this slow, So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight....

It will rain

If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine at my door

Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh

So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making

Will keep you by my side

Will keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds,

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite

Your daddy can't even look me in the eye

Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing

Saying there goes my little girl

walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand

Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds

Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make you mine

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds,

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain

Ooooh Don't you say

goodbye, don't just say, goodbye

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds,

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain...

*telepathic...a little too many times....speechless...

The Ace of Hearts

19 November 2011
The Search For Love Card

The Ace of Hearts represents a desire for affection or love that is the stimulus that causes new relationships to be created. For this reason, it can indicate a new love affair or the birth of a child. Though influenced by each planetary period in a specific and unique way, this creative love energy always represents an awakening of love or passion in one's heart.

On a deeper level, the Ace of Hearts, being the very first card in the deck, represents a search for something inside of our self. Perhaps it is the search for self-identity or for those things that help us to love who we are unconditionally. In order to love ourselves, we often find someone to love who reflects back to us what we are seeking within. This is why the Ace of Hearts can represent a new relationship beginning.

Today is your Venus Day. This is a good day to have some fun, spend time with those you love or buy yourself a nice gift.

Our Card

On the Three of Wands, we see a figure standing on a cliff looking out over the sea to distant mountains. From this height, he sees all that lies ahead. This is a card of vision and foresight. When we want to see farther, we climb higher. By going up, we increase our range and remove ourselves from the immediate situation. We detach and gain perspective.

In readings, the Three of Wands can tell you to take the long view. Don't react to the heat of the moment, but step back and reconsider. See how the present fits into the greater picture. This card asks you to be a visionary - to dream beyond current limitations. It can indicate premonitions or other intuitions about what is to come.

Taking the long view is an aspect of leadership - another meaning of the Three of Wands. When we see far, we have the knowledge to guide others to their best future. Someone who knows the way can show it to those who follow. When you see the Three of Wands, know that now is the time to accept your vision and be confident that you can lead others to it.

A leader not only sees far, but he is willing to go there first, if necessary. The Three of Wands is also a card of exploration. Compare this figure to the Fool who is also on a cliff edge. The Fool steps out in innocence, not realizing he is going to fall to his fate. The adventurer on the Three of Wands is also willing to step out, but with full awareness of what he is doing. His courage is more informed, if less spontaneous. The Three of Wands encourages you to move fearlessly into new areas. Let the ships on your horizon take you far out into unknown seas.

Head Over Feet

I had no choice but to hear you

You stated your case time and again

I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess

I'm not used to liking that

You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole

You're so much braver than I gave you credit for

That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things

You held your breath and the door for me

Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met

You're my best friend

Best friend with benefits

What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before

I've never wanted something rational

I am aware now

I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

If we love each other unconditionally

I have absolutely nothing more to ask. As much as my whole life, my whole heart wants to never ever let you go, I let you go because it was asked of me. The irony of love is letting go when I have to hold on and holding on when I have to let go.

If I love you unconditionally, I would love you even if you hurt me, embarrass me, disrespect me or forsake me. I would love "you" and still want to be with "you" even if you have nothing, because NOTHING else matters if there's "you", because my life is meaningful when there's "you". A life without "you", there's no love, no affection, no future to talk about.

If you love me unconditionally, you would still love our mundane life that we were in, you would love our unsocial life, and more importantly you would hold "this" relationship tight in your two hands, because just the two of us will be ENOUGH.

If you love yourself unconditionally, you would chase after the dream, the lust, the infatuation, the excitement, the curiosity, the unknown....because if you didn't....forever you would wonder how it feels.

If I love you unconditionally, I would let you love yourself, I would tell you to do this for yourself and not to do this for me. I would let you go, like a butterfly because if you didn't fly, you'll never know how high you can go or how far you can go. You might forget that you were once a caterpillar that was loved and warmth given in the cocoon for months before emerging into a beautiful butterfly. What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly. Now we all hope that the cocoon will not just be remembered, but cherished with love and affection. Because without the cocoon, the butterfly could not materialize.

If we love each other unconditionally, we would not be "here" today....

Trinomial

It all started

With a simple lunch and goodbye
That has led us all the way here,
Way past all the things that I’ve tried

From all the people in my life that I’ve passed by
Now that I have found that someone
I’m even more alone than I was before

All the sleepless nights missing you
Fearing you are not true

Please don’t tell me how to feel,
I know I cant see the sun
then maybe I should go
Don’t wake me up
cuz im dreaming of an angel on the moon
That will never catch me when im doomed

I tried hard not to love you
But the harder I try, The more that I cry,
It tears me up inside
Because the words you speak of is not me
And everything I try to be

Please don’t tell me how to feel,
I know I cant see the sun
Then maybe I should go
Don’t wake me up
cuz im dreaming of an angel on the moon
That will never catch me when im doomed

5 years in time
Will I cross your mind
Will you remember me
Will you ever love me

Wherever life may lead us to,
Know that it is okay to love and laugh …like you used to

Wherever life may lead you to,
I will be here
To sing for you dear

Please don’t tell me how to feel,
I know I cant see the sun
then maybe I should go
Don’t wake me up
cuz im dreaming of an angel on the moon
That will never catch me when im doomed

But it tears me more to see you sad
Because all I want is to see that smirk on that beautiful face of yours

So Close

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

So close.....
And still so far.......

What I Resist, Persists

"Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?"
~Richard Bach


*AFFIRMATION*

What do I do with all the love I still have for YOU? I WILL allow it to be there. If I try to fight the love, try to get rid of it, and try to avoid it, I can pretty much guarantee that it is like trying to fight, get rid of and avoid the fact that sunlight exists.

If I feel love, then I WILL honor and acknowledge those feelings! They are letting ME know MY truth. Just by doing that alone will simultaneously bring ME into MY truth, and will stop the internal battle of MY ego and MY heart. What is so terrible about feeling love? Only what I believe can harm ME, and those beliefs must be uprooted so I can at least feel MY truth. Then, I WILL look at what is happening now. If I can, or wish to get in touch with the person I love, I WILL do so! If I know or have been asked to leave that person alone, then I WILL honor and respect what he asked of ME. This WILL be done with purity of motive, with love and respect for MYSELF and for YOU.

If I AM not able to be in contact with YOU, I WILL simply feel MY feelings, and create the best that I can out of them! The key here is to realize that it is okay to feel love for someone, however, it WILL be a “transparent” love with purity and zero “tactics” run by ego to push anything based on an agenda, an ego agenda. This “agenda’ includes denial of MY feelings. That is EGO in its prime.

Alternatively, I can write a book, a song or create something positive for others. Most importantly, I can love MYSELF for having the capacity to love! This is a GIFT in life, and it is one of the greatest gifts I can ever feel and express in any positive manner.

When I think of YOU, in MY mind, I wish YOU pure love, freely. When I AM giving that from MY heart, YOU will feel it. As long as it is pure, meaning that I truly wish the best for YOU, I WILL then be able to bring out the best I have within MYSELF. This can also help many other people who are feeling the same way. How do I know this? YOU might wonder, so I will give YOU the answer. I recently experienced all of this, and the pure love remains beneath it all. I now trust that there really IS a higher reason for everything that happens.

I now know that there is perfect orchestration in this universe and everything is unfolding for the highest good of all, every step of the way. As I trust I learned to stop fighting it all, because there are precious gifts within every circumstance – I had to first learn to look for them, instead of what MY ego used to either be attached to or avoid. I know that pure love never dies, and I had to stop trying to get rid of it. I had to ALLOW it and create the best that I can from it. At the same time, from the most pure place within, I do wish that very special person the greatest life any human being can ever have. I also wish this for YOU!


© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.

Facing My Past

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same."
~Flavia Weedn

*AFFIRMATION*

How do I stop thinking of the past and hope for a better future. MY mind is going to have thoughts and memories about MY past. I might hear a song that brings back certain memories. I might come across something or some place that reminds ME of the person I love. There are two key components to this.

The first one is allowing the thoughts to come to the surface instead of trying to get rid of them and block them out. They might trigger a lot of feelings and it is important that I acknowledge their existence. I can realize and learn a lot from what is coming into MY mind from the past. I can grow and learn from these past memories. I can see how much I have already grown, and I can cherish the times I had in the past for all of the good it did bring into MY life, even if some of those times were difficult. In this case, allow, acknowledge and come into MY truth about what MY thoughts and feelings are trying to get ME to see, feel and recognize. I can have wonderful realizations if I take this approach and it is entirely empowering!

The second disempowering aspect of thinking about the past is dwelling in it and wishing it were the same. This takes ME out of the now moment, when MY creativity, and creatively thinking by looking for a higher reason as to why I AM feeling this way will serve ME so much better.

I cannot re-do the past. It is behind ME. I can only go forward from this point one moment at a time. So if a past memory comes up, I WILL allow it to! What is it trying to tell ME? How do I really feel about it? I WILL come into MY truth. Then, I WILL go with what I AM getting. If YOU contact ME, be REAL! If YOU never contact ME again, I WILL trust and accept what is, and with a great amount of loving compassion for MYSELF, I WILL focus on what I can experience or create in this now moment.

The only time it will serve ME to think about the past is when I truly want to learn and grow from MY past experiences. Trying to bring back the past is like trying to bring back a breeze that passed by. But, I can always have a new breeze come MY way. It could be YOU, or a new person. It could be many experiences I came into this life to express. The greatest thing I can do with MY memories of the past is give them a lot of love, because they did serve ME well, especially if they were difficult. If I AM dwelling in a negative manner, then this is hindering MY growth. I WILL ask MYSELF what I have learned, and what means the most to ME. Above all, I WILL trust that I would not be where I AM today if those experiences were not in MY life, and I AM not meant to keep re-living the events of MY past. I AM here to create new, positive and life enriching ones. Can it be with YOU? That is up to each person’s free will and choice. I can trust one thing, however, and that is that if it is meant to be for MY highest good, it will be, no matter which way it turns out.

I WILL view the past with love and appreciation. Then I can take all of the growth I have made and create, live, be and express so much more.

Hoping for the future is a complete waste of time. Why? Because it is detracting from this now moment when all creation exists! I WILL Pull MYSELF into NOW, and I WILL feel guided from within. Life will begin to flow smoothly, effortlessly, and everything will fall into place for MY highest good. If I could only realize how profound this now moment is, when events happen that I would call a miracle, I will cease to live projecting into the future, and I WILL create everything from MY heart NOW. There is nothing more pure and positive, and it all comes from MY heart. I WILL TRUST that everything is unfolding according to MY highest good. As I begin to get centered in this now moment, I WILL go with what MY inner guidance and gut feelings is telling ME! I WILL ALWAYS follow MY inner guidance. THAT is what will create MY “future” and it will result in the greatest life I could possibly have.


© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.

Reconciliation

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected."
~Nicholas Sparks


*AFFIRMATION*

Why some people keep returning to each other after separation. There is only one thing in this universe that can never be destroyed and this is pure love. When two people deeply love each other and have repeated separation this is a clear indication that each person has growing to do, or they, just like everyone else on earth, would not be in this life to begin with.

When two people are together and they trigger each of their deepest growth issues, deep rooted feelings will naturally come to the surface. Then the ego takes its typical “fight or flight” position. Some people separate when what they are feeling is triggering so much inside, that they just want to get away. In this case, the ego has won its temporary battle. However, as time passes, and each person has solitude to so some deep soul searching, they discover that they did, in fact, have some growing to do on the personal level. They even realize that the other person was a wonderful catalyst for this growth. The love comes back to the surface, and they somehow get back in touch with each other because the love truly never died!

Some people call this a “love/hate, can’t live with him/her, can live without him/her” relationship. Personally, I do not agree with this view, as it is giving a surface excuse that labels something far deeper and wiser. I would call it profound love, growth and realization that has phases of togetherness and separation when needed for the growth of each person.

Relationships that are this deep have clearly come into our lives for higher reasons, and they are all related to growth. First for self, possibly to learn how to be authentic in a relationship, and ultimately it serves a positive purpose for many others.

If you find that you have been apart many times, and have returned to each other many times, I would venture to say that you have each grown tremendously as a result. Would you agree with this view? This is “why”. It is all for growth. The other reason “why” is because pure love never dies, ever. So when you are together love and treasure every moment. When you are apart, love yourself while you bring your greatest contributions into this world. Under all circumstances give yourself and the other person pure, transparent love, while you trust that everything really is in divine order, and working out for each of your highest good.

© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.

To Grow to Heal to Transform To Bloom

“No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth.”
~Robert Southey

*AFFIRMATION*

What if we still love someone and we are not together anymore and that we are moving far away from each other. The greatest thing I can do is go into MY deepest heart, that place where pure unconditional love resides, and wish YOU the greatest life that any human being can possibly have. I AM able, I can let YOU know that I love YOU, and that YOU can always call ME whenever YOU want to. Then, with pure, transparent love, I WILL view YOU the way I would view a butterfly, and allow YOU to fly away freely, while I simultaneously send YOU MY love and purest good wishes.

Sometimes WE need to move away to have a fresh start. Sometimes WE need to separate from the past so WE can grow, heal, transform and bloom into OUR highest expression of self in this lifetime. Sometimes WE need to re-create an entire new life. If I truly and genuinely love YOU, I have to realize that it requires a great amount of self love to be able to allow another to go away so that I do not feel tortured inside, but that I WILL feel love and inner peace.

I WILL begin to view MY love as the gift that it is, and view MYSELF with tremendous pure love, without condition. This means that there is no condition that validates how lovable or worthy I AM. And, this includes whether or not YOU are in MY life.

It is vital that I realize that I AM not saying goodbye to the love I feel, I AM merely saying goodbye to the old circumstances. If WE have not been together, chances are great that each of US needed to grow and perhaps could not do this while remaining physically together.

I WILL view this new circumstance as a positive experience for greater self love, for each of US! I WILL see the good in it. It is there, and if I look for it, I WILL find it! Under all circumstances, I WILL find the love in the situation, and how this is serving as a positive catalyst in each of OUR lives. This will bring ME into a great deal of trust, and the pain will be replaced by unconditionally loving acceptance. This in turn leads to a great deal of inner peace.

© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.

We Only Part To Meet Again

"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart."
~Kay Knudsen


*AFFIRMATION*

How do I say goodbye when I don't want to? When a circumstance happens that MY personality might not like, it is imperative that I stop fighting what the universe is showing ME, and start to look for the blessing in disguise, as well as the higher reason behind it.

When WE truly learn to go with the flow, in the moment, WE will gain a great deal of trust. What WE will ultimately trust is that it is happening for OUR highest good and for the highest good for YOU. WE might not see the higher reason at the current time, but WE definitely will in hindsight.

I do not own YOU. YOU can do whatever YOU want to do. How could I not say goodbye if that is being asked of ME? This is the root of desirous attachment. MY desires might be too attached to YOU in a way that is not healthy. The only way to release this, as with anything else, is with tremendous love and compassion for MYSELF and for YOU.

I WILL look at what good can possibly come out of the situation. I WILL look for what might very well be for each of MY highest good. I WILL replace “want” with “prefer”. I “prefer” to trust that there are higher reasons behind this situation and what I “want” might not be possible at this time. It might be possible in the future, or never. I WILL release that grip with a flow of unconditional love. This will serve YOU & I far better than holding on for dear life. As a matter of fact, a “dear life” is what I WILL ultimately “want” both for YOU & I. I WILL allow it to be what it is. As soon as I begin to “allow” then I WILL begin to feel inner peace, and the pain will vanish.

We only part to meet again.
~John Gay

i love you, just

© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.

Salvacion Penario

Salvacion Penario is so small, age 20 years old, suffers from a growth problem.

CARROT POTATO APPLE

This MIRACLE DRINK has been circulating for a quite long time ago. It is worth your while to take note. There is a celebrity Mr. Seto who swears by it. He wants to make it public to draw the attention of people who have cancers. This is a drink that can protect bad cells forming in your body or it will restrain its growth! Mr. Seto had lung cancer. He was recommended to take this drink by a famous Herbalist from China . He has taken this drink diligently for 3 months and now his health is restored and he is ready to take a pleasure trip. Thanks to this drink! It does not hurt you to have a try.

It is like a Miracle Drink! It is simple.

You need one potato, one carrot and one apple that combine together to make the JUICE!

Wash the above, cut with the skin on into pieces and put them into the juicer and immediately you drink the juice. You can add some lime or lemon for more refreshing taste.

This Miracle Drink will be effective for the following ailments:

1. Prevent cancer cells to develop. It will restrain cancer cells to grow.
2. Prevent liver, kidney, pancreas decease and it can cure ulcer as well.
3. Strengthen the lung; prevent heart attack and high blood pressure.
4. Strengthen the immune system
5. Good for the eyesight, eliminate red and tired eyes or dry eyes
6. Help to eliminate pain from physical training, muscle ache
7. Detoxify, assist bowel movement, eliminates constipation. Therefore it will
make skin healthy & LOOK more radiant. It is God sent for acne problem.
8. Improve bad breath due to indigestion, throat infection,
9. Lessen menstrual pain
10. Assist Hay Fever Sufferer from Hay Fever attack.

There is absolutely no side effect. Highly nutritious and easily absorbs! Very effective if you need to loose weight. You will notice your immune system will be improved after 2 week routine. Please make sure to drink immediately from the juicer for best effect.

WHEN TO DRINK IT!

Drink it first thing in the morning with an empty stomach. After 1 hour, you can eat breakfast. For fast results, drink 2 times a day, in the morning & before 5pm. You will not regret. It does not cost you much.

The Wonders of Papaya Leaf

Papaya/Pawpaw apaya (Carica papaya) originates from tropical American countries. Today Papaya is cultivated in most tropical countries around the world. The Papaya with the Latin name carica papaya is called Paw Paw in Australia and New Zealand. This is in no way related to the Paw Paw in North America that has the Latin name asimina tribola, though both are medicinal plants.

Papaya leaf juice is claimed to have reversed cancer in many
people living on the Gold Coast in Australia. Harold W. Tietze in his book Papaya The Medicine Tree, describes how to make the juice and tells the stories of many cancer survivors who reportedly used the juice to get rid of their cancer.

The book contains the the following report that was published in the Gold Coast Bulletin. "PawPaw Cancer Plea Bears Fruit". Gold coast gardeners have responded to an appeal by cancer victims desperate to find supplies of pawpaw leaves. And the Gold Coast man who, 14 years ago, first exposed the leaves as a possible cure for cancer has been tracked down to a Labrador (Gold Coast) nursing home. The story of how Stan Sheldon cured himself of cancer by drinking the boiled extract of pawpaw leaves was first told in the Gold Coast Bulletin in 1978.

Now research in the United States has given scientific support to his claim, isolating a chemical compound in the pawpaw tree which is reported to be a million times
stronger than the strongest anti-cancer drug.

Mr Sheldon, says the discovery does not surprise him. "I was dying from cancer in both lungs when it was suggested to me as an old Aboriginal remedy" he said. "I tried it for two months and then I was required to have a chest x-ray during those compulsory TB checks they used to have. They told me both lungs were clear." "I told my specialists and they didn't believe me until they had carried out their own tests." "Then they scratched their heads and recommended I carry on drinking the extract I boiled out of the papaw leaves."

That was in 1962. The cancer never recurred. Since then Mrs Sheldon has passed the recipe onto other cancer victims. "Sixteen of them were cured," he said. Mr Sheldon's involves boiling and simmering fresh pawpaw leaves and stems in a pan for two hours before draining and bottling the extract. He said the mixture could be kept in a refrigerator though it may ferment after
three or four days."

"One man has been growing papaws and giving away the leaves to cancer victims ever since he read the Bulletin's original 1978 story about Mr Sheldon. "I have no doubt that it works," he said. "I know people walking around now who should have been dead according to their original cancer diagnosis. But the pawpaw treatment helped them to beat the cancer."

The recipe is as follows:

Wash and partly dry several medium-size papaya leaves. Cut them up like cabbage and place them in a saucepan with 2 quarts / litres of water. Bring the water and leaves to the boil and simmer without a lid until the water is reduced by half. Strain the liquid and bottle in glass containers. The concentrate will keep in the refrigerator for three to four days. If it becomes cloudy, it should be discarded.

The recommended dosage in the original recipe is 3 Tablespoons/ 50ml three times a day. It is recommended to read Papaya The Medicine Tree for the interesting stories of "incurable" people who have used this extract to beat their cancer, and for other medicinal uses of papaya.

A letter from R.J.W.:

"... I was inspired to send some leaves to a few people dying from cancer. The first, a banana grower aged 40, had two operations on his bladder for cancer which did not prevent metastasis. I placed him on a very simple diet consisting of zero junk food,fresh living food with no preservatives, white flour, sugar, colourings or additives and told him to "stuff a handful of pawpaw leaves into a saucepan and fill with water. Boil, simmer for one hour and drink it till it comes out of your ears." He did so and five weeks had no trace of cancer whatsoever."

The leaves have also been reported successful used when dried and ground. The astonishing effects of the pawpaw have also been proved in tests on mice. The results were very impressive; tumors found in humans were being injected in mice and during treatment with papaw were disappearing.

Pawpaw twigs contain acetogenins - active compounds that modulate the production of ATP in mitochondria of specific cells - which affects the viability of specific cells and the growth of blood vessels that nourish them.

A recent clinical study with over 100 participants showed that the pawpaw extract, containing a mixture of acetogenins, supports the body's normal cells during times of cellular stress. Since 1976 Dr. McLaughlin, professor at Purdue University, at the request of National Cancer Institute, lead a team of two other professors in studying the effectiveness of herbs on tumors.

Pawpaw proved to be the most effective out of about 3,500 plants. Dr. McLaughlin found around 50 biologically active ingredients in this plant. Acetogenins are the medically effective ingredients of this herb.

Acetogenins found in pawpaw have been shown to have
dramatic biological activity, being active against worms, some viruses, fungi, and many cancer cell lines. When compared with conventional chemotherapy agents, they have worked comparably in cell culture and animal studies, but at far lower concentrations and with almost no toxicity to host animals.

Dr. McLaughlin says that pawpaw is also effective in the fight against tumors, actually against any type of abnormalities which involve faster than normal cell growth. Pawpaw can be used as a support during Chemotherapy and radiation. Tests revealed that pawpaw makes these therapies more effective, and reduces their side effects.

"Pawpaw is very effective on its own. It typically doesn't need any supporting supplements. There are however, products that may be used in increasing the pawpaw's effectiveness. The products are Noni, Immune Stimulator, Colostrums, and Protease Plus (especially when fighting a digestive tract or intestinal tumor). However, pawpaw should not be used with any kind of thyroid stimulators (e.g.: KC-X) or with CoQ10 (coenzyme Q10).

For cancer patients taking Laetrile, it is important to consume paw paw and pineapple each day, as the natural enzyme strips the coating on the cancer cells, so that the B17 in the kernels can work."

Dengue Fever Remedy

I would like to share this interesting discovery from a classmate's son who has just recovered from dengue fever.

Apparently, his son was in the critical stage at the ICU when his blood platelet count drops to 15 after 15 liters of blood transfusion.

His father was so worried that he seeks another friend's recommendation and his son was saved. He confessed to me that he gave his son raw juice of the papaya leaves. From a platelet count of 45 after 20 liters of blood transfusion, and after drinking the raw papaya leaf juice, his platelet count jumps instantly to 135. Even the doctors and nurses were surprised. After the second day he was discharged. So he asked me to pass this good news around.

Accordingly it is raw papaya leaves, 2 pieces just cleaned and pound and squeeze with filter cloth. You will only get one tablespoon per leaf. So two tablespoon per serving once a day. Do not boil or cook or rinse with hot water, it will loose its strength. Only the leafy part and no stem or sap. It is very bitter and you have to swallow it like "Wong Low Kat". But it works.

*Papaya Juice - Cure for Dengue*

You may have heard this elsewhere but if not I am glad to inform you that papaya juice is a natural cure for dengue fever. As dengue fever is rampant now, I think it's good to share this with all.

A friend of mine had dengue last year. It was a very serious situation for her as her platelet count had dropped to 28,000 after 3 days in hospital and water has started to fill up her lung. She had difficulty in
breathing. She was only 32-year old. Doctor says there's no cure for dengue. We just have to wait for her body immune system to build up resistance against dengue and fight its own battle. She already had 2 blood transfusion and all of us were praying very hard as her platelet continued to drop since the first day she was admitted.

Fortunately her mother-in-law heard that papaya juice would help to reduce the fever and got some papaya leaves, pounded them and squeeze the juice out for her. The next day, her platelet count started to increase, her fever subside. We continued to feed her with papaya juice and she recovered after 3 days!!!

Amazing but it's true. It's believed one's body would be overheated when one is down with dengue and that also caused the patient to have fever papaya juice has cooling effect. Thus, it helps to reduce the level of heat in one's body, thus the fever will go away. I found that it's also good when one is
having sore throat or suffering from heat.

Please spread the news about this as lately there are many dengue cases. It's great if such natural cure could help to ease the sufferings of dengue patients. Furthermore, it's so easily available. Blend them and squeeze the juice! It's simple and miraculously effective!

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