Monday, June 14, 2010

I wanna be a billionaire, so freaking bad


I wanna be a billionaire
So freakin Bad
Buy all the things I never had
I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the queen
Ohh everytime I close my eyes.
I see my name in shinning lights
A different city every night
Oh I, I swear the world better prepare
For when im a billionaire

I would have a show like oprah
I would be the host of
everyday christmas
Give travvie ya wish list
I probably pull a angelina and brad pitt
adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had shit
give away a few mercedes like
here lady have this
and last but not least
grant somebody they last wish
its been a couple months that i been single so
you can call me travvie claus minus the ho ho
get it i probably visit where katrina hit
and damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
yeah and cant forgot about me stupid
everywhere i go ima have my own theme music

Ohh everytime I close my eyes.
(whatcha see whatcha see?)
I see my name in shinning lights
(A huh A huh)
A different city every night
Oh I, I swear the world better prepare
For when im a billionaire

I’d be playin basketball with the president
dunkin on his delegates
then I’d compliment him on his
political etiquite (good job)
toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
and keep the 5 20’s 10’s and bens completely separate
yeah id be in a whole new tax bracket
we in recession but let me take a crack at it
id prob take whatever’s left and just split it up
so everybody that i love can have a couple bucks
and not a single tummy around me
would know what hungry was
eatin good sleepin soundly
i know we all have a similar dream
go in ya pocket pull out ya wallet
put it in the air and sing

I wana be a billionaire
So freakin Bad
Buy all the things I never had
(Buy everything)
I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the queen
(Whaddup Oprah)
Ohh everytime I close my eyes.
(Watcha see? Watcha see?)
I see my name in shinning lights
A different city every night
Oh I, I swear the world better prepare
For when im a billionaire

I wanna be a billionaire
So freakin bad 

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Another Day

Try to avoid stress, especially if you lead a very active life or assume important professional or family responsibilities. Relaxation will provide you with the greatest well-being. Life was given you as a capital; make maximum returns on this capital by enjoying the most pleasures of life; all legitimate, reasonable pleasures which you'll have tasted during your existence on earth will constitute your interests.

Business and commerce will have the benediction of the stars. By dint of overdoing things and going too fast, you'll risk tiring your organism; don't spend your time running back and forth. Heartwise, not everyone is as clever as you to get out of situations which may go wrong. Beware of absent-mindedness! You'll be right to believe in miracles; your prayers might very well be heard this time!

Your professional activities will completely monopolize your efforts; in any case, you'll be very much appreciated and your popularity will shoot up; it will be the ideal time to negotiate. This planetary environment will incite you to quibble on any and all subjects; try not to overdo things with your friends; silence will really be gold this time. In your family, take it easy and everything will go well. If your religion brings you peace and serenity, then it can be good for you; on the contrary, if it's a permanent cause of your anguishes and fears, then reject it without hesitation.

New relationships will make you to get out of your habitual circle and enlarge your horizons. An uncertain week on the professional plane: no excess of optimism or of self-confidence; please! A week placed under the sign of luck with money. Your affective life will be very much protected; you'll give much love, tenderness. The natural anxiety of certain natives will increase; it would be opportune to begin right now a cure of magnesium for one to three months; talk about this with your doctor.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Life In The City


Thursday, June 3, 2010

She's Getting Married!

Yesterday afternoon, Pixie messaged me;

Pixie: Babe, can you lend me a pair of ears tonite?
Me: Just a pair of ears? Can I send over?
Pixie: Niasing!

After work I called her;
Me: Can we go to MCDs instead of KimGary?
Pixie: Can can..
Me: What's the news? Getting married ah?
Pixie: No LAR! Tell you later.
Me: Whoa, so secretive. Ok see you later.

I called her again at 9.30pm which was the agreed meeting time, as usual she was just coming out from her house. Hence she told me to leave the house 10 minutes later.

When I arrived at MCDs, there was no Pixie to be found. I thought I went to the wrong outlet. There are two MCDs in SS15. But usually we always always go to the drive-thru outlet. Turned out, she and JC were in the kids area.

JC: MMC! So long never see. The last time I saw you was at Bil's birthday.
Me: Wat so long, two weeks ago only whut.
JC: But it feels like forever.
Me: So what does our Lil Pixie want to announce? Are you pregnant? Getting married?
Pixie: No lar... *smiles* Let's wait for Yvonne.

Then SW walked in. I wondered to myself, what is happening? How come she called everyone?
JC: Hi, LSW. You always look glowing these days. So in love hor?
SW all in smiles....
Me: JC, you're also glowing whut. All those in love are glowing.
SW: So whats the news?
Pixie: Wait for Yvonne.
Me: Omgosh..what is it...tell...
Pixie: Errrr......I saw something I shouldn't see.
SW: Saw what?
Pixie: Saw something in text messages. When we were in Bali, someone texted him few times "I miss you" and "What are you doing?". And he deleted all sent messages and there was no name saved in his mobile.

The story became more alive and more input came in with the help of JC.
I believed every word in her story, not once I doubted her.
But she seemed very calm althou its unlike her, but then again there are many times when she is calm and mature.
We asked, so you didn't ask him about it until now?
Some said, "I can't believe you can "tahan" so long. If it was me, I would drive him up the wall and down."

Pixie: Why is it that when all of you girls are dating, I will be the odd one out.
JC: Please lar, when all of you girls are in love, I was also single for so long.
SW: Men, really aih.
Me: Aih. Anything can happen and everything happens for a reason. If he is yours, he is yours. Do you think he is a good man? If you think he is then you must talk to him. Maybe it's not to the extent to what you think.

Then I started to think about my past.
My mind brought me back to the days when I was so low and Pixie told me "Don't worry, you are one step to recovery."
Just ONE step.
Every step was so slow so long. It felt like forever. Nights on the single bed alone with my pillow and the worn t-shirt that I took home to keep to sleep to. Does she have to go through all that?
Another cycle?
I really believed her, and I empathized with her, of course with my own added thoughts.
Then I JC and SW started talking about other things, JC seemed very relaxed and not bothered at all.
I looked at Pixie, seemed like she is trying not to show her emotions.
I believed her again.

Yvonne arrived and asked what's the big news? I rushed all the way here from Pavilion!
Then JC started to tell the story.
I thought to myself, howcome JC is telling the sad news?

Suddenly, Pixie showed something on one of her fingers.
I saw something *sparkle*
It was a ring....
A ring so special, it had a knot and a big diamond in the middle of the knot.
It is said that its a knot to tie two lovers together.
This is the wedding ring that Ryan held in his trembling hands, shyly knelt down and proposed to her last week in Bali.
Apparently she was so shocked that her first reaction was that she knelt down together with him.
She asked "What are you doing baby?"
The thought of her being so blur is so cute!
He planned that from the very beginning.
You always asked him when he is gonna propose.
How can he not make it more surprising?
BUT..........
This is supposed to be a happy good news!
I don't understand why they made up such a bad story over a real proposal story.
And I believed everything she said then!
Indeed, I was shocked and feelings were mixed up in that whole 30 minutes. 
I didn't know how to react.
Anyway I am so very happy for you.
Truly am.


This is the lil pixie that we all know
Always jumping around
Dancing
Buy her some sweets
And she will be giggling like a lil girl
This lil girl is no longer a lil girl
She's getting married!
Finally....
After whispering to Ryan over 21 x ("Are you going to marry me?")
Ryan said how not to marry her :)
Another best friend getting married!

2006


Is this how you will look like on your wedding day?
Just like an angel


2003



2004


2005


2006



2007


2008

Your birthday @ Velvet
2009

My Birthday @ Velvet

2010


Pixie in a cupcake that I made

I am so looking forward to the preparation for your wedding and we're gonna have lots and lots of fun!
Congratulations Sweetie
You will have a beautiful life
Remember what we talked about before?
If we have happy thoughts and believe that we will have a happy life, we will.
Your time has come.
And that discussion was just a little while ago.

XOXO

Monday, May 31, 2010

TRIUMPH



Today is the last day for the special promotion, last few hours for me to get something from the special scheme. What should I do make the most of it?

I think the best is to stay calm and positive, everything will smooth itself out.

In our industry, they always say "If its yours, its yours, no point forcing."

I lost over 9.5M sales of 6 units to my competitors since 2009. Recently, I handed the whole done sale to my colleague because we were servicing the same customer.
Fortunately, good karma actually happens to good people. From April to May, I've single-handedly closed 11.4M sales of only 4 units! Last Friday and Saturday, I broke my own records.

TRIUMPH!!!!!!!!!!

Never felt so good. I really can do it!
*secretly and humbly to say, i am the top sale in the team since joining, so much for a beginner's luck :)

I know Victoria C will be the PROUD"est" person in this whole wide world :)
Thank you Yee Jea, for everything, for teaching me everything you know, for setting the high benchmark, for being a perfect role-model, for listening to my constant ramblings about each customer each deal every minute details of what happened in my daily working life, being patient with me all these years at work and at home.
And most importantly, for being my best friend and my sister. I Love You!

Next month, you will be moving to your new house with your beautiful family all the way in Cheras.
Will we have anymore time to chat and drink in the kitchen?
Life is changing, and we are all moving ahead, I am sad to say that I am very reluctant to let you go.
Now I understand what you meant about me going back to fly. You are happy that I have a different future to look forward to, but at the same time you are also reluctant to let  me go, far away from you.

But all in all, I believe that our life is evolving to a better and more promosing  future. Who would even imagine Victoria C with two geniuses twins and a husband who is ever loyal ever loving?
You used to say that you will never get married and will not depend on anyone.
Look how happy are you now :)

I need to get back to work, perhaps collect another cheque?


May 31, 2010 - You'll increase enriching conversations by putting preconceived ideas and misunderstandings aside. In order to be sure always to charm and never to displease, just be yourself, don't overdo things. Disagreements may appear in your conjugal life; try to find a compromise. Don't let yourself be influenced unduly. A slight decrease in vitality; you won't feel too much inclined activity and will need a lot of sleep; be careful not to take refuge in a dreamworld.

You'll feel more sure of yourself, which will enable you to undertake such tasks as are more delicate than usual. You'll have the chance to make an important encounter which might prove lasting. You'll be well placed to succeed in business or commerce, on condition to avoid overwork generating health problems. If you expect too much from others, you may have deceptions and disappointments.

This week - All that constituted a frustration, a limitation, or an obstacle to your legitimate desires for achievement and expansion will tend to disappear. Love, money, health, work: on all these planes the stars will be favorable to you. Don't let yourself be swamped by the flood of ideas which will tend to become gloomy. You'll be in a position to get great professional satisfactions, most often in relation with travels and foreign countries. One of your friends has tried and will still try to abuse your kindness; you must immediately stop him doing it.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Life's A Climb

May 30, 2010 - It'll be sunny in the sphere of love; your heart will be full of joys. This time don't worry about the problems that you'll encounter: things will end up by smoothing themselves out.
You'll be favored by fortune: the higher you will aim, the more you'll get.




I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Good professional success

May 29, 2010 - Good professional success, whatever your branch of activity; do not however overestimate your capacities. Renew contact with persons lost from sight since a long time, especially if you had some tiff with them. This climate will be favorable to an easing of your internal conflicts, your anxieties, your fears. Problems with your spouse may occur because of a lack of dialog.
sourced from Cute Horoscope

May 29, 2010 - You may be subjected to hard affective tensions; listen to your heart rather than to your reason; don't try to have the last word in everything. Good success in your work. Good luck in money matters but avoid gambling. Avoid heated discussions which may render you bitter or provoke hostility. Smokers of this sign will risk developing chronic bronchitis.
sourced from Chinese Horoscope

May 29, 2010
Eight of Pentacles
Diligence for tasks at hand. Working hard and not allowing any distractions to sway you from your goal. Craftmanship. One thing at a time. Lost in thought and dedicated to improving your skills. Your expertise will be noticed and rewarded. You are paid well for your skills and attention to detail. Don't forget to play once in a while too.
sourced from Tarot

* ONE more 3-bedroom booked! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! TQ Tengku and Toh Seri :)

Friday, May 28, 2010

28th Yee Fatt Yee Fatt!

May 28, 2010 - A very favorable day for all professional appointments, contracts, and negotiations. You'll need to restore your energies; profit by acupuncture or lithotherapy. Your emotional exchanges will be facilitated. It doesn't matter for once: you'll have the right to make a small distortion in your budget! Beware of certain people who turn around you: they'll try to exploit you, to swindle you, all the while declaring their desire to do you good, to be of service to you.

* One 4-bedroom booked! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! TQ Roland :)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Bladder Problem & Gluten Intolerance?

Bladder Symptoms and Gluten Sensitivity -
Important Articles You Need to Read

ARE BLADDER PROBLEMS KEEPING YOU AWAY FROM THE ACTION?
THE SOLUTION MAY BE DIETARY CHANGES THAT ELIMINATE FOOD SENSITIVITIES.

By Wendy L. Cohan, R.N.
Celiac Disease and Gluten Intolerance Educator/Urological Wellness Consultant

It’s the problem no one wants to talk about, but we all know exists: that all-too-familiar feeling of urgency and pressure that means you had better get to a bathroom fast. It’s a BLADDER PROBLEM. The sales of big kid underwear, stress-incontinence pads, adult disposable briefs, and over-the-counter medications like Detro and Uristat make it apparent that bladder problems are unfortunately a common occurrence in many women and men throughout every stage of life.


Bladder issues run the gamut – extended bedwetting in children, frequency and urgency in young adulthood, stress incontinence after childbirth and continuing into the senior years, frequency/urgency syndromes in all ages, and bladder spasms or problems “going” in older men. Although these are fairly routine bladder issues, a surprisingly large number of people have more serious problems, including recurrent bladder infections, prostatitis (an inflammation of the prostate), or interstitial cystitis (IC - a chronic pain and urgency syndrome also known as painful bladder syndrome - PBS).


In many patients, urologists and primary care doctors may run tests without finding a discernable cause. Patients with continued symptoms are usually left with the option of taking medications such as Detrol, Ditropan, or Flomax, which sometimes create problems of their own, including side-effects such as urinary hesitancy. These medications also do nothing for the accompanying pain and burning that occur in diseases like IC, so patients with more severe symptoms often need to take narcotics and anti-anxiety medications. Medications like Pyridium (the active ingredient in Azo and Uristat) can help with discomfort temporarily, but are not meant to be taken long-term.

Could there be a common cause underlying many of these bladder problems? One strong possibility is unknown food sensitivities that trigger either an allergic response, an autoimmune response, or both. Clinical studies have shown that patients with chronic bladder discomfort often have elevated levels of histamine in their urine, as compared to those in control groups. Patients with chronic bladder discomfort also often show elevated SED rates, a measure of inflammation. Both of these findings indicate that environmental or food sensitivity, allergy, or other heightened immune response may be responsible for the symptoms they are experiencing. Another clue is that some patients experience total relief of symptoms when on I.V. fluids in the hospital, when too ill to eat solid food, or when following an allergen-elimination diet. Food sensitivities have also been implicated in bed-wetting in children, due to irritation of the urinary tract. Studies have shown that once food allergens are eliminated, the bed-wetting problem often ceases to be an issue.

In some people chronic inflammation and accompanying irritation may also indicate the existence of an autoimmune condition like Celiac Disease (CD), (also called Gluten Sensitive Enteropathy (GSE) or Celiac Sprue). People with CD experience toxicity when they ingest the proteins in wheat, barley, and rye, commonly known as gluten. CD and the chronic bladder disease IC often occur together, as reported by participants in support groups for both diseases. Among IC patients, many suffer gastrointestinal symptoms such as gas, bloating, discomfort, and diarrhea. Although such symptoms are often diagnosed as Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS), it is possible that at least some portion of people with a diagnosis of IBS are actually experiencing a reaction to eating wheat and other gluten-containing grains. According to published studies, IC is present in 40-60% of patients diagnosed with IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), and 38% of patients with IC have also been diagnosed with IBS. It seems reasonable that patients with IBS symptoms should be screened for celiac disease and non-celiac gluten sensitivity. One reason that this may not have been the case is that in the past celiac disease was considered to be rare, mostly affecting young children, and was thought to have a narrow range of symptoms and diagnostic criteria. This is simply no longer the case. The incidence of gluten-intolerance is growing, and symptoms in both celiac disease and non-celiac gluten-sensitivity vary widely and are known to affect all age groups.

The gluten sensitivity/bladder sensitivity connection is not well known. Until I discovered it mysel by years of trial and error, I would not have beliveved it to be possible. Since my diagnosis with gluten intolerance, and my subsequent recovery from interstitial cystitis on a glutenfree diet, I have learned that I am far from alone in making this connectin Recently I wrote about my experiences in healing from interstitial cystitis and other health problems on a gluten-free diet, and published the article on a popular celiac suppor website. The response I recevied was overwhelming. People wrote to me from all over the U.S., Canada, and the United Kingdom. Moms wrote about their children, young women wrote about recovering from bladder discomfort, and many older women wrote to say that they no longer suffer from stress incontinence. All of the people responding to my article discovered the same phenomenon that I had: excluding wheat and other gluten-containing grains reduced or eliminated their bladder symptoms, which ranged form childhood beswetting to incontinence in seniors Could avoiding gluten really be the answer for thousands of peope who suffer daily from bladder pain, urgency, frequency and incontinence?

These are some of the many comments I received:

"I did not have bladder irritation or infection, but I did have stress incontnence. I was told that was "normal" for a 60 year old woman. When I went gluten-free 5 years ago, my incontinence disappeared."

"I can actually plan to leave the house now, where I couldn't before without a serious map to all the bathrooms in all the stores on the route".

"I suspected a connection. Celiac is in my family - I asked for testing - they said I wasn't thin enough. FInally I went gluten-free on my own. This clearead up my constant UTI's, hives on my legs and lower abdomen, bleeding gums, and all the intestinal distress! It's been 15 months now and I'm feeling better each day. Many of us with bladder and gastro-intestinal problems can relate to these experiences.

A significant number of people who suffered from IC, a very painful, progressive bladder disease for which there is no cure nor a highly effective treatment, have experienced healing on a gluten-free diet. Because this disease has impacted me personally, I have been collecting such stories for several years, and included them in the article I wrote. These are a few of many anecdotes I have collected over the past few years:

“I have had IC for over a decade. I have been on a gluten free diet for over six years and that has been the only thing that has given me any relief from IC. I no longer take any meds at all – I haven’t even been to a doctor for IC in several years. I would definitely suggest anyone with IC give it a try. It definitely gave me my life back.”

“My IC came first in 1995 and the long road to being diagnosed with Celiac lasted 9 more years. Finally, I'm beginning to heal.”

“I have both IC and a wheat allergy, which I ignored and was paying the price with the severe pain with IC. Absolutely nothing was working and no doctor would hear of it being related. Several have told me that diet would not solve anything...That was until my experience with dermatitis (Dermatitis Herpetiformis, a variant of Celiac Disease) forced me to be gluten-free and it has completely stopped the IC pain. It's nothing short of a miracle to have my life back.”

My own research has shown that the body's response to gluten can cause mouth, lip, and tongue ulcers, esophagitis, deterioration of teh intestinal villi (which leads to malabsorption of nutrients), and pain and inflammation in the illio-cecal junction (the area where the small and large intestine join and in the pelvic and abdominal regions of the body. Is it any wonder that this destructive process also affects the mucosa lining the bladder? Doesn't it make sense that pelvic and lower abdominal inflammation surrounding the bladder can produce both urgency and frequency? A physician wrote to me recently, stating,

"My wife suffered for years with severe, incapacitating interstitial cystitis. In 2003 she was diagnosed with celiac disease. Since beginning a gluten-free diet, her interstitial cystitis has pretty much disappeared. I looked through the literature and found little over the years, but as a clinician, the anecdotal evidance has been impressive. Why not the bladder mucosa? Celiac disease seems to stimulate autoimmune reactions just about everywhere else!"

Is there a downside to excluding gluten from our diets? Following a gluten-free diet can be more expensive, especially if relying on ready-made gluten-free products. However, eating gluten-containing grains is not necessary from a nutritional perspective – cultures around the world have thrived for thousands of years without them, and alternative grains contain many of the same nutrients, including protein, fiber, B-vitamins, and minerals iron, magnesium, and zinc. A gluten-free diet is based on the same principles as any healthy diet: a variety of fresh vegetables, fruits, alternative whole grains, protein sources, and healthy fats. Brown rice, wild rice, corn, buckwheat and quinoa are easy substitutes for wheat, barley, and rye. Less-familiar non-gluten grains include sorghum, teff, and amaranth, which are staples in Africa and Latin America. Your local natural foods grocery store is a great source of these items, sold as whole grains or flours. Many of Bob’s Red Mill grains and flours are tested for gluten content and labeled gluten-free.

My own health has improved so much on a gluten-free diet that I was inspired to make a career change from hospital nurse to celiac disease and gluten intolerance educator. I write and publish a resource guide, offer individual counseling to clients new to a gluten-free diet, teach cooking classes, and write numerous articles for websites and local health magazines (see www.glutenfreechoice.com). One of the questions I see often is, “How long does it take for bladder symptoms that are related to gluten sensitivity to resolve on a gluten-free diet?” This depends on how severe the problem is, and how long it has persisted. Some people actually begin to feel better in a matter of a few days, others take a month or more. Complete healing may even take several years in adults, less time in children. The good news is that trying out a gluten-free diet is relatively easy, and there is a wealth of resources available to the consumer on this topic. If you feel better on a three-week trial of a gluten-free diet, then maybe it’s the answer you’ve been looking for. Be sure to let your doctor know if you are sensitive to gluten. Gluten-sensitivity has implications for autoimmune diseases, intestinal health, and even neurological and mental-health issues. Celiac disease increases the risk of developing diabetes and colo-rectal cancer. Men with urological issues or chronic pelvic pain should always be screened by their doctor for enlargement of the prostate and for prostate cancer. For more information, check out the following websites:

www.celiac.com, www.glutenfreechoice, www.gluten.net,.

and for interstitial cystitis, www.ica.org (check websites)

Wheat is one of the most common items in our food supply, both in products we can clearly identify, such as bread, pasta, and snack foods, and in products where wheat is a “hidden” ingredient, such as in baked beans, mustard, and soups. Gluten (wheat and all wheat relatives, barley, rye, and anything made from them) is one of the first food triggers to suspect when ruling out sensitivities that precipitate bladder symptoms. Other food allergies and sensitivities tend to occur along with gluten sensitivity, since the gut is often quite damaged. This allows proteins to leak through into the bloodstream before they are fully broken down into amino acids, which triggers antibody production to many common allergens. Eggs, soy, dairy, and cane sugar are common offenders in people with gluten-induced bladder sensitivity.

It is important to know that spelt, faro, triticale, and kamut are all wheat relatives that contain gluten. Oats do not contain gluten, but are often cross-contaminated when grown on the same fields where stray wheat kernels have also germinated and grown, or when milled in the same facilities. Some people also react to the oat protein avenin similarly to gluten.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

FOOL


Your Reading: Fool
Fool suggests that in matters related to trust, desire, impulse, loyalty or taking a leap of faith, the answer is "YES." However, it can also be "YES" to running or wandering from commitment or abandoning domestic responsibility or dependents in favor of greener pastures or freedom. "YES" also to new beginnings, a fresh or exciting start, or taking an optimistic chance on love. "YES" to being innocent, inexperienced, oblivious, stubborn, romantic or flirty. "YES" to escapism, to being head over heels, blinded by love with your head in the clouds, or too naive to consider that anything might go wrong. "YES" to being unprepared for the reality or "love rollercoaster" of a relationship, to being potentially unstable, immature, but also free spirited, idealistic, eager to prove yourself and be your own hero. "YES" to ending one journey and being on the brink of embarking on another, or being in search, or with new found recognition of your soul mate or your independence.