Just a kiss

Lyin' here with you so close to me

It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe

Caught up in this moment

Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone

So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms

We don't need to rush this

Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch in the fire burning so bright

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time

It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch in the fire burning so bright

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight

I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch in the fire burning so bright

And I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight

With a kiss goodnight

Kiss goodnight

*We don't need to rush this...Let's just take this slow, So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight....

It will rain

If you ever leave me, baby,

Leave some morphine at my door

Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh

So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making

Will keep you by my side

Will keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds,

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite

Your daddy can't even look me in the eye

Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing

Saying there goes my little girl

walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand

Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds

Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make you mine

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds,

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain

Ooooh Don't you say

goodbye, don't just say, goodbye

I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding

If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

if I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds,

my eyes will do the same if you walk away

Everyday, it will rain,

rain, rain...

*telepathic...a little too many times....speechless...

The Ace of Hearts

19 November 2011
The Search For Love Card

The Ace of Hearts represents a desire for affection or love that is the stimulus that causes new relationships to be created. For this reason, it can indicate a new love affair or the birth of a child. Though influenced by each planetary period in a specific and unique way, this creative love energy always represents an awakening of love or passion in one's heart.

On a deeper level, the Ace of Hearts, being the very first card in the deck, represents a search for something inside of our self. Perhaps it is the search for self-identity or for those things that help us to love who we are unconditionally. In order to love ourselves, we often find someone to love who reflects back to us what we are seeking within. This is why the Ace of Hearts can represent a new relationship beginning.

Today is your Venus Day. This is a good day to have some fun, spend time with those you love or buy yourself a nice gift.

Our Card

On the Three of Wands, we see a figure standing on a cliff looking out over the sea to distant mountains. From this height, he sees all that lies ahead. This is a card of vision and foresight. When we want to see farther, we climb higher. By going up, we increase our range and remove ourselves from the immediate situation. We detach and gain perspective.

In readings, the Three of Wands can tell you to take the long view. Don't react to the heat of the moment, but step back and reconsider. See how the present fits into the greater picture. This card asks you to be a visionary - to dream beyond current limitations. It can indicate premonitions or other intuitions about what is to come.

Taking the long view is an aspect of leadership - another meaning of the Three of Wands. When we see far, we have the knowledge to guide others to their best future. Someone who knows the way can show it to those who follow. When you see the Three of Wands, know that now is the time to accept your vision and be confident that you can lead others to it.

A leader not only sees far, but he is willing to go there first, if necessary. The Three of Wands is also a card of exploration. Compare this figure to the Fool who is also on a cliff edge. The Fool steps out in innocence, not realizing he is going to fall to his fate. The adventurer on the Three of Wands is also willing to step out, but with full awareness of what he is doing. His courage is more informed, if less spontaneous. The Three of Wands encourages you to move fearlessly into new areas. Let the ships on your horizon take you far out into unknown seas.

Head Over Feet

I had no choice but to hear you

You stated your case time and again

I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess

I'm not used to liking that

You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole

You're so much braver than I gave you credit for

That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things

You held your breath and the door for me

Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met

You're my best friend

Best friend with benefits

What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before

I've never wanted something rational

I am aware now

I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

If we love each other unconditionally

I have absolutely nothing more to ask. As much as my whole life, my whole heart wants to never ever let you go, I let you go because it was asked of me. The irony of love is letting go when I have to hold on and holding on when I have to let go.

If I love you unconditionally, I would love you even if you hurt me, embarrass me, disrespect me or forsake me. I would love "you" and still want to be with "you" even if you have nothing, because NOTHING else matters if there's "you", because my life is meaningful when there's "you". A life without "you", there's no love, no affection, no future to talk about.

If you love me unconditionally, you would still love our mundane life that we were in, you would love our unsocial life, and more importantly you would hold "this" relationship tight in your two hands, because just the two of us will be ENOUGH.

If you love yourself unconditionally, you would chase after the dream, the lust, the infatuation, the excitement, the curiosity, the unknown....because if you didn't....forever you would wonder how it feels.

If I love you unconditionally, I would let you love yourself, I would tell you to do this for yourself and not to do this for me. I would let you go, like a butterfly because if you didn't fly, you'll never know how high you can go or how far you can go. You might forget that you were once a caterpillar that was loved and warmth given in the cocoon for months before emerging into a beautiful butterfly. What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly. Now we all hope that the cocoon will not just be remembered, but cherished with love and affection. Because without the cocoon, the butterfly could not materialize.

If we love each other unconditionally, we would not be "here" today....

Trinomial

It all started

With a simple lunch and goodbye
That has led us all the way here,
Way past all the things that I’ve tried

From all the people in my life that I’ve passed by
Now that I have found that someone
I’m even more alone than I was before

All the sleepless nights missing you
Fearing you are not true

Please don’t tell me how to feel,
I know I cant see the sun
then maybe I should go
Don’t wake me up
cuz im dreaming of an angel on the moon
That will never catch me when im doomed

I tried hard not to love you
But the harder I try, The more that I cry,
It tears me up inside
Because the words you speak of is not me
And everything I try to be

Please don’t tell me how to feel,
I know I cant see the sun
Then maybe I should go
Don’t wake me up
cuz im dreaming of an angel on the moon
That will never catch me when im doomed

5 years in time
Will I cross your mind
Will you remember me
Will you ever love me

Wherever life may lead us to,
Know that it is okay to love and laugh …like you used to

Wherever life may lead you to,
I will be here
To sing for you dear

Please don’t tell me how to feel,
I know I cant see the sun
then maybe I should go
Don’t wake me up
cuz im dreaming of an angel on the moon
That will never catch me when im doomed

But it tears me more to see you sad
Because all I want is to see that smirk on that beautiful face of yours

So Close

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

So close.....
And still so far.......

What I Resist, Persists

"Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?"
~Richard Bach


*AFFIRMATION*

What do I do with all the love I still have for YOU? I WILL allow it to be there. If I try to fight the love, try to get rid of it, and try to avoid it, I can pretty much guarantee that it is like trying to fight, get rid of and avoid the fact that sunlight exists.

If I feel love, then I WILL honor and acknowledge those feelings! They are letting ME know MY truth. Just by doing that alone will simultaneously bring ME into MY truth, and will stop the internal battle of MY ego and MY heart. What is so terrible about feeling love? Only what I believe can harm ME, and those beliefs must be uprooted so I can at least feel MY truth. Then, I WILL look at what is happening now. If I can, or wish to get in touch with the person I love, I WILL do so! If I know or have been asked to leave that person alone, then I WILL honor and respect what he asked of ME. This WILL be done with purity of motive, with love and respect for MYSELF and for YOU.

If I AM not able to be in contact with YOU, I WILL simply feel MY feelings, and create the best that I can out of them! The key here is to realize that it is okay to feel love for someone, however, it WILL be a “transparent” love with purity and zero “tactics” run by ego to push anything based on an agenda, an ego agenda. This “agenda’ includes denial of MY feelings. That is EGO in its prime.

Alternatively, I can write a book, a song or create something positive for others. Most importantly, I can love MYSELF for having the capacity to love! This is a GIFT in life, and it is one of the greatest gifts I can ever feel and express in any positive manner.

When I think of YOU, in MY mind, I wish YOU pure love, freely. When I AM giving that from MY heart, YOU will feel it. As long as it is pure, meaning that I truly wish the best for YOU, I WILL then be able to bring out the best I have within MYSELF. This can also help many other people who are feeling the same way. How do I know this? YOU might wonder, so I will give YOU the answer. I recently experienced all of this, and the pure love remains beneath it all. I now trust that there really IS a higher reason for everything that happens.

I now know that there is perfect orchestration in this universe and everything is unfolding for the highest good of all, every step of the way. As I trust I learned to stop fighting it all, because there are precious gifts within every circumstance – I had to first learn to look for them, instead of what MY ego used to either be attached to or avoid. I know that pure love never dies, and I had to stop trying to get rid of it. I had to ALLOW it and create the best that I can from it. At the same time, from the most pure place within, I do wish that very special person the greatest life any human being can ever have. I also wish this for YOU!


© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.

Facing My Past

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same."
~Flavia Weedn

*AFFIRMATION*

How do I stop thinking of the past and hope for a better future. MY mind is going to have thoughts and memories about MY past. I might hear a song that brings back certain memories. I might come across something or some place that reminds ME of the person I love. There are two key components to this.

The first one is allowing the thoughts to come to the surface instead of trying to get rid of them and block them out. They might trigger a lot of feelings and it is important that I acknowledge their existence. I can realize and learn a lot from what is coming into MY mind from the past. I can grow and learn from these past memories. I can see how much I have already grown, and I can cherish the times I had in the past for all of the good it did bring into MY life, even if some of those times were difficult. In this case, allow, acknowledge and come into MY truth about what MY thoughts and feelings are trying to get ME to see, feel and recognize. I can have wonderful realizations if I take this approach and it is entirely empowering!

The second disempowering aspect of thinking about the past is dwelling in it and wishing it were the same. This takes ME out of the now moment, when MY creativity, and creatively thinking by looking for a higher reason as to why I AM feeling this way will serve ME so much better.

I cannot re-do the past. It is behind ME. I can only go forward from this point one moment at a time. So if a past memory comes up, I WILL allow it to! What is it trying to tell ME? How do I really feel about it? I WILL come into MY truth. Then, I WILL go with what I AM getting. If YOU contact ME, be REAL! If YOU never contact ME again, I WILL trust and accept what is, and with a great amount of loving compassion for MYSELF, I WILL focus on what I can experience or create in this now moment.

The only time it will serve ME to think about the past is when I truly want to learn and grow from MY past experiences. Trying to bring back the past is like trying to bring back a breeze that passed by. But, I can always have a new breeze come MY way. It could be YOU, or a new person. It could be many experiences I came into this life to express. The greatest thing I can do with MY memories of the past is give them a lot of love, because they did serve ME well, especially if they were difficult. If I AM dwelling in a negative manner, then this is hindering MY growth. I WILL ask MYSELF what I have learned, and what means the most to ME. Above all, I WILL trust that I would not be where I AM today if those experiences were not in MY life, and I AM not meant to keep re-living the events of MY past. I AM here to create new, positive and life enriching ones. Can it be with YOU? That is up to each person’s free will and choice. I can trust one thing, however, and that is that if it is meant to be for MY highest good, it will be, no matter which way it turns out.

I WILL view the past with love and appreciation. Then I can take all of the growth I have made and create, live, be and express so much more.

Hoping for the future is a complete waste of time. Why? Because it is detracting from this now moment when all creation exists! I WILL Pull MYSELF into NOW, and I WILL feel guided from within. Life will begin to flow smoothly, effortlessly, and everything will fall into place for MY highest good. If I could only realize how profound this now moment is, when events happen that I would call a miracle, I will cease to live projecting into the future, and I WILL create everything from MY heart NOW. There is nothing more pure and positive, and it all comes from MY heart. I WILL TRUST that everything is unfolding according to MY highest good. As I begin to get centered in this now moment, I WILL go with what MY inner guidance and gut feelings is telling ME! I WILL ALWAYS follow MY inner guidance. THAT is what will create MY “future” and it will result in the greatest life I could possibly have.


© Copyright by Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All rights reserved.